Defeated!

Yep that's how I feel. The diet has come to an end as my eating habits are way out of control - I have eaten 4 Easter eggs this week alone! I put on 1lb at slimming this week and I know it will be more next week as my size 14 trousers are tight now!

I called my target at SW on Monday night. 11 stone 11lb - its far too heavy to stop there but as I have lost the plot completely now - think its time to step back - try and maintain !!!! and then get back on track to loose the remaining 2 stone when I am in a more positive frame of mind.

I feel really sad that I have not been able to carry on and feel rather weak willed, but I should look at the positive - I have lost 5 stone and 3lb so I should be pleased with my self - but all I can see is it all going back on because I just cannot control my eating. I really thought that because I had been so good for 6 months that I had re-educated myself - but clearly once a greedy pig always a greedy pig!

I have come to the conclusion that I am like a man - I can only do one thing at a time. before christmas when I was unable to do any scrapping I was unable to devote all my ebergies to loosing weight and going to the gym. But since my mother moved out and I have had my crafting room back I have been in a scrapping frenzy - much to the neglect of exercise and